6 weeks away

well my income tax forms are on their way to the capitol building and the white house, and i should have them by the beginning of april. i actually should get my state taxes back in less than a month but i won't hold my breath. i forgot to ask how much i'm getting back, i better go do that now...

so my mom says i'm getting $1054. and that's actually great news because i've already said how much i need to do for my car, and i should be able to. it sucks in a way because even that money will disappear, and anything that doesn't is sitting in my account, i sure as heck won't spend it. but i gotta get coury something cuz i didn't get him anything for his birthday, and he got me a bunch of stuff for my birthday last april so i gotta do something for him.

i haven't like gone out w/ friends in forever. when i worked at emery waterhouse i used to go out at least like twice a month. but for the last 3 months or so i just have been so poor. i bought wrestling tickets and i'm still paying for those, and i'm making "enough" money but not enough to say go out ever. oh well.

i gained another pound!! i'm up to 159 now. i gotta cut my diet back even more starting next week. i eat a good breakfast, a small lunch, a few snacks and dinner at work. i gotta stop eating when i get home from work at 9:45, and just go to sleep. that way i won't eat right before i go to sleep and that'll stop me from gaining more weight! i'm a genius. i call it the no supper diet. try it.

random thought of the day: i really don't live in a van down by the river.